I’m all for change. But change can be as dangerous and as lethal when fear decides to tag along with.
Everything that has changed in my life is nice at the moment but I’m questioning it a little these days. While trying to enjoy I’m questioning the further changes. Pro-ing and co-ing all that could happen. Thats how I know I’m scared, scared shitless in fact.
Even when looking at the people around me I’m worried for them too. Fear has tagged along in my troubles and I can hear it the words of others.
Its evident when I’m questioning my boyfriend, my family, my job and all things that are open to fear.