I’ve hit psychopath mode.
Recently with all the boredom I’ve been suffering at home while waiting for work to begin I have been unknowingly terrorising my dearly loved ones. That’s what happens when you take a girl out of work and bore the lights out of her.
I have been freakishly over analysing all the things that could wrong, like I sort off tried saying in my last post and now the side effects are beginning to kick in.
The other day I for instance I started thinking about what I would do if my boyfriend cheated on me and ironically two three days later I caught my self snooping around the house for evidence.
I never agreed that I was normal; I have also never believed the term. So I have more so accepted that my characteristics are unfamiliar to others, therefore I need to them a safety cushion before I go being myself around them.
So dear loved readers, firstly never ever let girl like me get bored, secondly never ever give her a laptop so she could go and openly admit that she is being ruthless, mean, selfish and jealous.
Thankfully work begins tomorrow and I now have the right to believe my relationship will also leave the rocky road.
God give the guy patience, because I think I’ve fallen for him.