My boyfriend has taken over my laptop so I’m left to write this on my phone… We set out this morning to have breakfast together, so we set about down to one of the breakfast houses by the sea.
He for some reason has just googled the psychology of marketing.. I think he has a plan. His a man with a plan.
God I hope I come up with a plan soon, this unknowning-ness around me is frustrating.
Anyway, the weather is reflecting my mood these days. Its warm and humid in a should-be-winter month. Its gloomy and the sun is absent yet I’m still squinting.
You see I feel misplaced in my life, I should be feeling the winter should I say. My mind is clustered therefore my thoughts are gloomy and as I’m over-thinking, I am therefore flustered most of the time. I’m missing positivity therefore missing the my ray of happiness yet I know its there.
But you see I’m missing my lovely friends, my girls, cousins, the much needed guy friends and of course I miss my my own company.
We’ll get there someday.
Its Independence Day here in Turkey. Thank god for independence cause god forbid what people with get up to without it.